She lost her brother yesterday. She would be devastated; the whole family would be devastated. I really don’t know what is going on in her mind right now. I really want to be by her side but that place has already been taken by someone else and its no longer a job for me to do. Oh hell, I so wish that someone was me !

The news of her brother has disturbed me a lot, somewhere I feel like the loss is mine too, don’t know why. I pray that his soul rest in peace, he has suffered enough…